Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
losing steam, reduced to a puddle, about to evaporate, desperately crying for help
so that whole turning over a new leaf hasn't been working out so well. instead i am really losing steam. instead i realized that my hatred for library school is making it harder and harder to actually accomplish anything. instead i'm barely keeping up with my readings, haven't even started a big assignment that is due thursday, and in general have lost all ambition. i can't think of a topic for my final paper/thesis and am beginning to worry that i will not graduate at all.
i know what you are thinking, "library school can't be that hard" and you're right. you are 100% correct. it isn't that hard. it is just so not what i want to be doing right now. i am so miserable i cannot even convey my feelings in this stupid fucking blog. sitting through the measly two classes i actually have to attend is becoming unbearable and the online class is even worse because i'm not keeping up at all. i am seriously nearing meltdown status and i am only 1/3 of the way through the semester. my mini-vacation in two weeks can hardly come soon enough. although, it is really just one more excuse for me not to accomplish anything. "nope. sorry. i didn't do those readings cuz i was on vacation. my bad."
the writing of this blog is a prime example. i should be working on the e-publishing assignment that is due but i'm not. i'm typing this stupid rant and downloading images of tea pots. christ. can anyone help me? does anyone out there understand my pain and suffering? anyone? how did all of those other people manage to make it through library school? how? how?
i know what you are thinking, "library school can't be that hard" and you're right. you are 100% correct. it isn't that hard. it is just so not what i want to be doing right now. i am so miserable i cannot even convey my feelings in this stupid fucking blog. sitting through the measly two classes i actually have to attend is becoming unbearable and the online class is even worse because i'm not keeping up at all. i am seriously nearing meltdown status and i am only 1/3 of the way through the semester. my mini-vacation in two weeks can hardly come soon enough. although, it is really just one more excuse for me not to accomplish anything. "nope. sorry. i didn't do those readings cuz i was on vacation. my bad."
the writing of this blog is a prime example. i should be working on the e-publishing assignment that is due but i'm not. i'm typing this stupid rant and downloading images of tea pots. christ. can anyone help me? does anyone out there understand my pain and suffering? anyone? how did all of those other people manage to make it through library school? how? how?
Thursday, February 15, 2007
the wrong crowd's keeping me from my studies
well, it's week four. i've done very little these past four weeks. four weeks is a whole month and for the last month all i've been doing is hittin' the sauce with bob. yikes. hum. i think i just hate all of this so much that i have lost focus. i need to spend a day in the library and get my fucking shit together. christ.
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